suffocation of reality

the air is too hot, you're burning

whatever you do, you're learning

one thing to change the other

one breath too many, will smother

not good enough to fail

not wise enough to bail

too slow to catch up

too fast to ever stop

too much to take in

too much to feel in your skin

waiting for the break

dreading the coming ache

oh, what a pity

it's suffocation of reality

Kiss In May

The first spark, to ignite
The warmth, the will to fight
The joy, radiating through
The eyes, alive because of you
The air, refreshing and sweet
The way you swept me off my feet
The laughs, the smile that is real
The way you make me feel
The words, you tenderly say
The neverending kiss in May

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let the cold embrace you and slow you down

let the thoughts that control you stop spinning you around

let your goals be acheived, with your mission in sight

let your dreams of tomorrow fly through the night

let the memories of times past make you smile

let yourself stop, and think for a while

let someone in and let them know

what's going on in order to let go

hope, want and never give in

let the cold embrace the warmth of your skin

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A pain inside...

Punching its way out.

A mouth held closed...

Don't let anything show.

A tear in your eye...

Staining your face.

A turn of the head...

To make it go away.

A will to give in...

A wish to give up.

A fight from within...

Keeps you holding on.

Let go.

Breathe in, breathe out.

Release.

Breathe in, breathe out.

Feel.

Breathe in.

This is life.

Breathe out.

And you're a part of it.

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When sleepy eyes see a beautiful world

Why would anyone want to sleep?

When cool breezes of a crisp winter morning makes you shiver with life

Who would want a hot summers day?

When love of anything, anyone sends you flying high

Who would want to hate,

Who would want to sink,

Who would want to give up on love like that?

When sleepy eyes continue to be sleepy

Who steps in to your distorted world?

When cool breezes make the very core of you freeze

Who wouldn't long for a summers day?

When love of anything, anyone goes too far

Who wouldn't want to feel hate

To be grounded
To get back to normal again?

There are two sides to everything

Don't fall

There is failure on both sides.

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You won't get that this is about you
You never will, you never do
I'm hurting with every glance now
You've succeded in breaking me down, take a bow!

Or wait a minute, pause and rewind
Did you really think that I wouldn't mind
Having myself crushed and torn
Slaying the love that had just been born.

I can't stand seeing you anymore
Why can't we go back to the us we were before?
Without the darkness and all this hate
I fell again, you were the bait

Can't you see through me at all
I feel inadequate, I feel so small
I'm shutting down, disconnecting
All of this, because of one thing...

...You.

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the past catches up with you
and you remember it like yesterday
yesterday was so long ago
but you still feel it

you can't help it
you can't stop it
whatever you try
you're gonna think about it

remember
the way you were
remember
how it all was
remember
that you're not the same now
and remember
that forgiveness lies in every tear that falls

cry, hurt doesn't make you happy
cry, something's gone and you won't get a second chance
cry, until the tears are gone

because it's ok.

feel, and it will settle.
...be a memory.
...be a part of you.
a forgiven you.