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There's this room..
And there's this girl..
A complete stranger to me..

It's so cold..
I don't even recognize where I am..

There's this look..
In the girls eyes..
I don't know what it means..

So much pain..
I can't even feel anymore..

There's this room..
There's this girl..
There's this hurt..

The room is mine, the girl is me..
The pain is mine, but I don't know what it means..

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I can't see what's in your eyes
I don't know if what you say are lies

I don't know if you really care
I'm not sure that you will be there

I won't say it if you don't want to hear
But my heart is aching, I want you near

I don't know if I know how to love
I can just whisper to the stars above

That you're the everything on my mind
And I'd think you were beautiful even if I was blind

Please stop, look at me and see
That you're the one with the only key

To my heart.

cry

you smile when you're breaking down
you laugh when your world is falling apart
you joke when you're hurting the most
lets rewind and now start
over.
cry, I'm here for you.
cry, and I'll cry for you.
die, and I'll go with you.

air

envy, when seeing how you are towards others.
what did I ever do wrong?
all I ever did was love you.
even when you hurt me.
even when it killed me.
even when you couldn't have cared less.
I told you I'll be here.
still, I'm nothing to you.
you treat me like air.
you can't live without it, so start breathing me in.
I'm not going anywhere.

whatever

You love me, whatever.
You care, whatever.
You hurt me, whatever.
You hate me, whatever.
You say you're sorry, whatever.
You would die for me, whatever.

I love that you care about how you hate that you hurt me.
I forgive you, and would take any bullet meant for you.

But, yeah... Whatever.

from behind the brick wall

it's so safe here, won't you join me?

actually, please don't.

not for real.

you can be over there, see?

perfect.

everything is still safe, but i'm not alone anymore.

oh no, knocknig on the door.

please go away?

great.

wrap it up quick and sink into safeness again.

finally.

so, how are you, and don't be honest.

i love my world.

i love my brick wall.

i love the screen where you are.

i love my screen, because it's safe.

no real eyes to look at me.

no real voices to hear.

it's me, my music and a distant you.

i can't handle "in real life"

that's why...

i'll sit here.

greetings from behind the brick wall.

blame

You take the blame for things you haven't done.

You hate yourself for others mistakes.

You won't forgive yourself, even though you've done nothing wrong.

What is there to forgive?

What part of you is there to hate?

How can anyone blame you?

I forgive you for being so wonderful.

I hate you for making me so happy.

I blame you for my smiles.

Realize the truth, there is nothing but love for you.