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You won't get that this is about you
You never will, you never do
I'm hurting with every glance now
You've succeded in breaking me down, take a bow!

Or wait a minute, pause and rewind
Did you really think that I wouldn't mind
Having myself crushed and torn
Slaying the love that had just been born.

I can't stand seeing you anymore
Why can't we go back to the us we were before?
Without the darkness and all this hate
I fell again, you were the bait

Can't you see through me at all
I feel inadequate, I feel so small
I'm shutting down, disconnecting
All of this, because of one thing...

...You.

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the past catches up with you
and you remember it like yesterday
yesterday was so long ago
but you still feel it

you can't help it
you can't stop it
whatever you try
you're gonna think about it

remember
the way you were
remember
how it all was
remember
that you're not the same now
and remember
that forgiveness lies in every tear that falls

cry, hurt doesn't make you happy
cry, something's gone and you won't get a second chance
cry, until the tears are gone

because it's ok.

feel, and it will settle.
...be a memory.
...be a part of you.
a forgiven you.