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I want to get away
Being stuck in everyday routines isn't enough anymore
Why even settle?
(Every day is the same, and you never see me like you should)
I wish myself away
Being the one unwanted is too much right now
Why even bother?
(Every breakdown makes me die, and you always see me as I was before)
I can't get away
Being as I am is a safety I can't break
Why even wish?
(Every chance I get, I blow, because I can't get out of my tracks)
I'm so far away
Being in a place I call happiness
Why ever come back?
(Goodbye)