fall

the days of confusion have started messing with my mind
settling in my head, making my screams silent once again
overanalyzing anything in my way
killing whatever's beautiful, I live to slay
waiting in vain for the impossible
longing for a touch that doesn't exist
hoping reality is what I dream
waking to the torture of just being me
the days of confusion are here again
tormenting every heartbeat
suffocating every breath
falling every second
silencing every cry
...vanished.