Your every move sticks in my brain like a chart
The words you say, the looks you give, analyzed in every way
The endless possibilities make my world a blur of grey
How am I supposed to trust
When I've been torn apart
How do I separate love from lust
Where would I even start
I want to believe what you say is true
But the memories remain
Wondering if you're still that you
Is making me insane
I know most doubt lies within
The damaged parts of me
Still I don't know how to begin
Repairing what I don't see
Soon this will fade, it always does
But what am I left with then
The knowledge that whatever this was
Will come back to haunt me again
