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When sleepy eyes see a beautiful world

Why would anyone want to sleep?

When cool breezes of a crisp winter morning makes you shiver with life

Who would want a hot summers day?

When love of anything, anyone sends you flying high

Who would want to hate,

Who would want to sink,

Who would want to give up on love like that?

When sleepy eyes continue to be sleepy

Who steps in to your distorted world?

When cool breezes make the very core of you freeze

Who wouldn't long for a summers day?

When love of anything, anyone goes too far

Who wouldn't want to feel hate

To be grounded
To get back to normal again?

There are two sides to everything

Don't fall

There is failure on both sides.

Untitled#4

You won't get that this is about you
You never will, you never do
I'm hurting with every glance now
You've succeded in breaking me down, take a bow!

Or wait a minute, pause and rewind
Did you really think that I wouldn't mind
Having myself crushed and torn
Slaying the love that had just been born.

I can't stand seeing you anymore
Why can't we go back to the us we were before?
Without the darkness and all this hate
I fell again, you were the bait

Can't you see through me at all
I feel inadequate, I feel so small
I'm shutting down, disconnecting
All of this, because of one thing...

...You.

untitled #3

the past catches up with you
and you remember it like yesterday
yesterday was so long ago
but you still feel it

you can't help it
you can't stop it
whatever you try
you're gonna think about it

remember
the way you were
remember
how it all was
remember
that you're not the same now
and remember
that forgiveness lies in every tear that falls

cry, hurt doesn't make you happy
cry, something's gone and you won't get a second chance
cry, until the tears are gone

because it's ok.

feel, and it will settle.
...be a memory.
...be a part of you.
a forgiven you.

Untitled #2

There's this room..
And there's this girl..
A complete stranger to me..

It's so cold..
I don't even recognize where I am..

There's this look..
In the girls eyes..
I don't know what it means..

So much pain..
I can't even feel anymore..

There's this room..
There's this girl..
There's this hurt..

The room is mine, the girl is me..
The pain is mine, but I don't know what it means..

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I can't see what's in your eyes
I don't know if what you say are lies

I don't know if you really care
I'm not sure that you will be there

I won't say it if you don't want to hear
But my heart is aching, I want you near

I don't know if I know how to love
I can just whisper to the stars above

That you're the everything on my mind
And I'd think you were beautiful even if I was blind

Please stop, look at me and see
That you're the one with the only key

To my heart.

cry

you smile when you're breaking down
you laugh when your world is falling apart
you joke when you're hurting the most
lets rewind and now start
over.
cry, I'm here for you.
cry, and I'll cry for you.
die, and I'll go with you.

air

envy, when seeing how you are towards others.
what did I ever do wrong?
all I ever did was love you.
even when you hurt me.
even when it killed me.
even when you couldn't have cared less.
I told you I'll be here.
still, I'm nothing to you.
you treat me like air.
you can't live without it, so start breathing me in.
I'm not going anywhere.